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My Goals
A long journey begins with a single step Contribute to the society Live life to the fullest Consistently thinking and learning Believe and motivate myself Having small goals to achieve the big goal Overcome setbacks Loving ppl ard me It doesn't matter how slow u go, as long u don't stop. |
Grandparents
Thursday, March 26, 2009 @ 4:43 PM Anyone can have an influence on someone, it could even be a stranger who has done things out of kindness, and the extent of influence on someone can be small or large. To me, the person who has the greatest influence on me is my grandfather. He was from Shanghai, China. From young, he knew his responsibility to support his family, he went through arduous journey, left his family and went to Malaysia to work. When WWII occurs, he went to Batam to work and hide in rubber plantations. Life was tough, but he did not give up and often sent money back to china. After WWII, he emigrates to Singapore and using his savings, he did furnitures and start a family, gradually, his business began to boom, using his hard earned money, he bought more machines, however, one night with a big fire, everything was ruined. His hard work had came to a null, and he had to sell away his big house with tenants in order to feed his family. But, he never gives up. Led by his friend, he went to Thailand to venture but he got cheated by his friend, all of his money that was left, was gone. He was once again left with nothing in a foreign land. But again, he did not give up. He did not want to disappoint his family did not tell them about it. He worked, sent back his wages, keeping little for himself, saving for air ticket back. After numerous months, he went back to Singapore and with his children understanding the situation, they went to work helping to alleviate the family burden and my grandparents began to work as food hawkers and afterwards, as their age grows older, they retired. But, my grandfather still continues his daily routine of reading newspapers and talking about current affairs. He and my grandma teach me morals and took care of me. I admired his perseverance and “never say die” attitude, to me, my grandparents are the greatest as they taught me a lot and took care for me when I was young. This gratitude is hard to repay in my lifetime and with their demises, had taken a big blow on me. As I know, I will never get to repay them, and this dream will never be fulfilled. Time had passed, I nearly forgot this daily saying of my grandma, “今日事今日毕”. I was typing for ntu essay but I had overtype and kind of 写离题 . But nevertheless, this is the feeling I feel for my grandparents.... So I post it here.. Missing them badly... My grandma food is the BesT! =D Love them always! Carpe diem
Monday, March 23, 2009 @ 6:35 PM Seize the day!~ =DD YAY!~ I learnt a lot today... 1st, I had my 1st driving practical in de morning... Happy that I drove quite smoothly but got stalled engine 3 times cos of releasing the crutch pedal too fast.. 2nd, I learnt to practise more for my arts, because it really deterioted =X 3rd, I learnt frm liyana hot to copy print screen!~ So fun! =D hahas copy & send!!~ new skill!! good good... hahas... So many stuffs to be done, no time.. scary... I sared I cant finish things on time... So.....
Sunday, March 22, 2009 @ 7:39 PM In the end, I didnt register for A lvls this yr... What's the point of retaking if I hav no confidence I can do well on my own effort.... Sigh.. What lies ahead of me, is so uncertain now... Did I make the right choice? I dun know... Will I make the same mistakes I made in my choices before? I dun know... So many uncertainties.. & I really dun know ='X Really scared, yet, sort of looking forward to see what will lies in front of me... WAVERING =X
Thursday, March 19, 2009 @ 12:44 AM I know I shouldnt waver... But as the day approaching, I tend to afraid I made de wrong choice.. Sigh.. I apply early, but it wasnt ka-shu.. I just dun wan to think lots abt it.. But now.. sigh.. I actually think much abt it.. Till today I almost commit sucide by dashing across the road, wit 2 cars nearly hit me.. How dramatic.. Choices can change for NTU & NUS.. I think I alr changed my choice for 3 times.. Till now I almost forgotten my choices.. lalalalalala... I think I worry excessively.. 船到桥头自然直。。。别岂人忧天。。。 Hope I can get in........ Decisions...
Monday, March 9, 2009 @ 1:08 AM Conclusion to my lousy results: I will submit applications to unis, & register to retake.. If I am lucky enough to be admitted to any of the uni, I shuld consider whether I should retake or nt but then =) as stated behind the result slip there will be a refund=) And Meanwhile, I shall recap & revise everything... Most prob, retaking my H2s & my econs.. not sure abt gp... And I have to do a portfolio, which I had no idea what should I do, draw for it... If I need to have interviews, I hope I did well... And I need to finish my aunt website real fast as I need time to study for the exams.. Need some serious determination & perserverance... And I believe I can do it=) And no more wavering, no more distractions.. Clear direction, clear path... Hope I can do well these years.. I WILL start tomoro on maths book1 & some of book2.. Kumbateh to myself! =) Tuesday, March 3, 2009 @ 1:46 PM Results coming out on fri march 6, 2.30pm... Sigh.. scaryyyyyy... no matter what, i have to face it.. sighhh...................................................................... wonder how HJ now in china... hmm... Responsibility again..
Sunday, March 1, 2009 @ 6:54 PM Sigh.. same goes for yst too.. 28/2... =X responsibility is heavy... cant go for hj farewell dinner n yst class girls' gathering =X |
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