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My Goals
A long journey begins with a single step Contribute to the society Live life to the fullest Consistently thinking and learning Believe and motivate myself Having small goals to achieve the big goal Overcome setbacks Loving ppl ard me It doesn't matter how slow u go, as long u don't stop. |
Responsibility
Friday, February 27, 2009 @ 9:49 PM Mood: LOUSY Had anyone ever felt tt responsibility overwrite friendship before? well.. for the first time, today, I felt tt.. I cant just simply push responsibility away & hav fun... Furthermore, due to certain limitations, causes it more harder to meet.. Hearing the laughter at the other end of de phone, making me feel worse for nt bein there.. I want to be there but cant.. whatever, no one really cares... Wednesday, February 18, 2009 @ 4:02 PM I sprained my ankle & leg I think.. Clumsy as usual... I feeling anxiety as the day of release of results nearin... I fear for the worst.. all failed.. =X I think I wun dare to look at my results till I got home.. Wondering if I look at my result at sch, if its really bad, I may nt able to go home face my family... Sigh.. Been hearing discussions nowadays on train tt ppl discuss which courses they plannin to go.. I feel Stressed as I haven even made up my mind & de outcome of results still unknown.. AHHH!!!!!!!!! =X fan ah.. Days pass real fast..
Wednesday, February 4, 2009 @ 12:05 PM When I was walkin to bus interchange frm home, A sudden wave of inspiration hit me... & I came out with this... "Life is frail & short, Its impt to live as beautifully & meaningfully as U want to, As long u don't feel u are wasting ur life away, There's no use of crying over spilled milk as things already happened & the only thing can one do is to get over with it & stand up strong & continue on with life without a moment to waste... " Hahas.. I suddenly feel I am becoming more philosophical.. Boo.. wo bu yao nian... hahas.. I think de main message is myself telling myself nt to waste time... I think I'm goin crazy... mayb is de 4 wisdom teeth growing out at the same time.. Or de recent nightmares... sigh.. stupid nightmares.. I didnt hav much nightmares in my 18th years of life... & Now since 2009.. BOOM~ Every night confirm got one nightmare, which is totally unrelated to the stuffs I do or think duing day time.. Got dreamt of driving ard in graveyard, cant see ppl ard, saw only dark figures, many more But mostly, I forgotten, which is gd for me.. only some are particularly deeply remember, cos it kept on repeatin & repeating... I think I got used to theses nightmares, though its scary but I didnt scream/shout in the dream or reality even once... My tolerance level really went up.. Admire myself for this.. lols.. kidding.. Things to be done: - Get my laptop to be repair, still cant figure what wrong wit it.. - Get a job, being unemployed is torturing to me.. - Muz help aunt with her website first... - Pass BTT & on to FTP & FTE & FTT & Practicals & Driving test =) - Earn more $ for the fees... |
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Likes: Good food Good books Good music Good games Good mass comm. products Good deeds Good supports Good relationships And Good work =) Dislikes: Bad food Bad relationships And Bad pests |
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